"Keeping you posted" is my weekly round-up from Monday-Sunday. Things I've posted on the blog the past week, and things that have gone on in my life.
Real Life Happenings
I don't mean to sound so negative, but have you ever had one of those weeks where you're glad it's finally over? If you're a regular follower then maybe you've seen other posts of mine where I seem down. It's something that I struggle with daily. Some days I can get through just fine without feeling that hopelessness, and other days (or 7 if you count this week) I feel like everything I do is wrong. I love my job, I love my husband, but sometimes there's that nagging feeling that I could be better, do better, and it totally sucks because I feel like I'm letting people down. Having people constantly tell you that you need to do it better doesn't help either. I know my hubby loves me, and I know he tries, but when I get like this I know I'm difficult. I shut down. I push him away. I don't do it to hurt him (yet I know it does.) I do it because it's part of me being depressed. It's a coping mechanism. If I let it go maybe it will go away. (Note- It doesn't) I finally couldn't handle it Friday, and the tears came out. If you know someone who suffers from depression remember it's not something that goes away, and it eats at us everyday. Whether we show it or not.
What happened on the blog this past week?